march 2019's calendar

[rarsneezes]

1 - aly wrote the gayest zelloyd kiss i have ever read in my life, perhaps the BEST kiss i have ever read in my life, and i’m still shook
ruri got drunk tonight and got on voice chat... it was fun, they’re adorable
“good fuckor in the works” i have no idea what this is about (ywkon2?? probably)
talked to aly about her ToS theater au, which i adore

2 - “kranna” I’M PRETTY SURE I KNOW WHICH SCENE THIS IS.... it was very tender and made me super antsy even though all they did was hold hands heslkdmfelskjdf. it’s a scene in ywkon2 (should be chapter 7), so keep an eye out for it
ALY DREW ME A BEAUTIFUL MARTEL!!!!
MARIANAS TRENCH!!! RELEASED A NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!1 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
aly also wrote a sad lloyd fic and it fucked me up. her prose was so good i wanna eat it
i went off about the ywkon aegis mixes on twitter

3 - I’M NOT SURE WHY I WROTE “VRISKOURSE” ON HERE BUT, G, GO OFF I GUESS???? actually no you know what i think i was reading homestcuk book 4 and hussie hada fuckton of meta about vriska and i’m still like. surprise pikachu face
“lots of car writing” OH YEAH okay so i was in the car for like six hours driving to cali to visit my older sis over spring break and i just wrote in the car the whole time bc gdocs is actually a blessing. it was fun
watched 

Interstella 5555, which??? is a really good movie, actually???? it’s basically an hour long music video for an entire daft punk album but it’s actually cool as shit. i keep thinking about it

4 - MY SISTER’S CAT PLAYS FETCH!!!!!
played celeste a bunch!!!! working on chapter 8 stuff
watched my sis play a lot of botw.... man i miss that g ame

5 - just went off and wrote like 2000 words in one sitting, it’ll be chapter 5 of ywkon2. 
we went to the beach!!! it was way too cold to do shit other than just kind of walk around the tide pools but it was VERY neat

6 - i spent the day redoing my callout character chart, and getting into some philisophical discussions with my sister and her wife over what my callout tropes are and it was actually like. really fun
also we went to the mall!!! that was fun too!!!
aera and ruri started an rp thread where tos sheena meets aegis zelso and it’s. gone so far out of hand since then but it was fuckign me up at the time
ELENORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ruri drew “gotta go home man” and i’m STILL fucked up

7 - woke up to my friend kels drawing me badeline for my birthday!!
THAT’S RIGHT, TI WAS MY BIRHTDAY!!!!
lil sis drew me all of my tales of symphonia ships and i’m still reeling it was so cute
older sis g ot me shadow nendo and i’m!!! AAA!!!! BLESSED BY HOG!!!
we dicked around in smash bro and it was a lot of fun??? it won’t be as funny to you but so i remember: i was messing around as buff wrestle cat and managed to get into a sudden death with my older sis as zelda despite being VERY BAD at buff cat and so i just. immediately turned around and walked off the stage like “meow outta here!!!”
we went and got some really good burger and fries for dinner!! THEY WERE YUMMY!!! the milkshake was okay
ruri linked me to this SA2 fandub and i’m. still losing my shit over it
also i started writing a ywkon fic where shadow the hedgehog is a blade and resonates with kratos. it. look. it was my birhtday i can be as self induglent as i want, fuck you (i’ll finish it eventually, hopefully)

8 - i read the taz book today and it was!! very good!! I’M FUCKED UP ABOUT LUCRETIA
we were driving back hoem from cali so i listened to the taz liveshow (WHAT A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENT) it was the one where there was a party in the celestial plain and team rocket knockoff was there. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN
i played botw for a little while. scratched the itch. it was fun!!
MEGS DREW ME A KRATOS AND I LOVE HIM AND HER!!! <3 HAPPY BDAY TO ME

9th - ruri got drunk again. being on voice chat with them while they’re drunk is a delight, tbh, makes my whole night
spent the whole day doing tos ova caps again. i’m up to 1000 now and i’m. not even done. lmfao.
it was agood day!!!!!!
also it’s dumb as shit but this was the day i added in a little detail about lloyd reading xenogears as if it was a book and i’m still. you’ll. you’ll undersatnd when ywkon2 is out but it’s my favorite minor detail i think

10 - “wraps self in ywkon like a blanket”
polygon did an episode of overboard, i forgot what game they played but they were sheriffs and. i really love their overboard epsides tbh they make me happy
“ruri and aly draw such good shit” IDK WHAT THIS IS ABOUT, BUT MOOD AS HELL

11 - i set up a dwrp accunt of ykwon origin, and the icons are tbh really fucking me up still
WE BROKE YWKON!!!!
this rp thread has spiralled wildly out of control but i’m having. SUCH a good time. also we decided spur of the moment to introduce dnd mechanics in it (anna rolled stealth becuase i didn’t fucking want it to be my tag yet) and honestly the whole process of threatening to and then actually rolling AND THEN I THINK I NAT 20′D THE STEALTH ROLL it was a delight
mom’s fuckign steathly, FUCKERS

12 - rp went to shit! i love malos though!!! 
also we had a crack thread going and kratos literally locked himself in the freezer for six hours ehslemsldhfsdf

13 - I DROPPED MALOS!
context for future me: the lloyd+malos thread was going, exsphere shenanigans going on, malos had a horrid time thanks to memeory share
also, the architect, he Lurks
(curb your enthusiasm coming out of malos’ eyeballs)

14 - WE XENOGEARS NOW!!! how’d the architect get his power in ywkon? oh like this

15 - LLOYD AND ANNA!!! HUG THAT MOM!!!! BOTH OF YOU BOTTLE UP ALL THE BAD FEELINGS THAT YOU ARE TRYING NOT TO FEEL AT THE MOMENT IT’S FINE IT’S FINE
OH GOD
YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE HAPPENED TODAY
“THAT WAS HER SON”
AKA THE INCREDIBLY FUCKED UP LORE PATCH WE APPLIED TO BLADE KRATOS WHICH I’M STILL. HORRIFIED OVER. WHO LET US GOBLIN. THIS IS MOSTLY AERA’S FAULT BUT THEN I MADE IT WORSE GOD DAMN SHIT FUCK

16 - malos and zelos got to talk!!!! rp’s!! fun!!! fun fun fun!!!
i just chilled and played smash for a while!!!! aloen but it was fun1!!
WATCHED DMC3 WITH AERA AND RURI AND?? THIS IS ACTUALLY???? VERY GOOD???????? i love my whacky uncle dante and i guess vergil is a callout, now, fuck me

17 - “writing fuckor, i think?” probably
OH AND I FEEL LIKE TODAY WAS THE DAY I WENT AND REWATCHED ALL OF THE SYMPHONIA OMAKES AND.................... LMFAO, THEY’RE DUMB AS SHIT, I ADORE THEM, WATCH ‘EM HERE

18 - started up route b in automata and holy shit 9S. can you be nice? “no he can’t” ALRIGHT
TOGRACES... GOOD, ACTUALLY
made some softer sea remixes for ywkon and they’re rude

19 - went through and just got mithos/martel/colette caps from the tos ova so i could make icons
WROTE UHHH THE MARTEL SCENE IN YWKON CH8 AND HOOOO I’M STILL VERY FOND AND FUCKED UP ABOUT IT

20 - i don’t rememver which night tales of graces went to shit but god. fuck
oh, you’re a sword? schwing
SYMPHONIA’S EX DUNGEOUN IS FUCKIGN ME UP
AREN’T WE CLEVER?
also i wrote some really rude colette fuckor for ywkon..... :(

21 - “i wrote rude reincarnation shit oho” DID I? DID I???????????? oh was that the one in class where anna’s memories were bleeding. i think it was
worked on icons for some more dwrp accounts.... i’m.... very fond of all of htem for mithos/martel/colette actually
i lovem y son mithos?? i love him???? my boy???? look at him

22 - OH IT WAS TONIGHT THAT TOGRACES WENT TO SHIT!!! SOPHIE CAME FOR MY *GODDAMN LIFE*
9S HAS A MOM!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fucked up about mother 3
also ruri talked me into writing rude miang/anna shit in the spirit of mother 3 and i’m gonna kill them, it’s a good thing they handed me this knife (AND SEVERAL OTHERS) to pull it off with

23 - malos and zelos!!!! sunrise shit!!! I’M WEEPY
REWATCHED SPIDERVERSE HELL YEA
also i had an assignment for jpn class where i had to make a magazine article about whateve the hell i wanted and i made oen for the tos ova and honestly look at this. it’s inspirational

24 - I DID THE EMIL’S MEMORIES QUEST AND WATCHED ENDING Y AND OH GOD WHAT HTE FUCK, EMIL. WHAT THE FUCK. ISN’T THAT RIGHT, KAINE!?!
we dropped llloyd oh we fucking hurt him. 
DMC still good. i’ve acccepted vergil is my son
also we hurt zelos :)

25 - I DREW A VERY GOOD VERY SPOILERY DRAWING FOR YWKON2 THAT’S FUCKING ME UP GOOD!!!! I STARTED DRAWING IT TONIGHT!!!! AAAA
still working on ywkon2 chapter 9, which is still “oh we hurt lloyd” and it’s. honestly it’s my favorite scene in the entire fic, though the martel scene in ch8 comes real close
i wrote “9S.... a..... AA....” and i. yeah that’s a mood
we watched spiderverse bonus content tonight!!

26 - ZELLOYD FAKE DATE THREAD 
ROUTE C, HUH!!!!!!!! STARTS OFF WITH AFUCKING BANG, HUH!!!!!!!1

27 - I DID THE ART!!! I FINISHED IT!!! IT’S THE BEST ART I’VE EVER DONE SO FAR!!!! I CAN’T SHARE IT YET BUT WHEN I WILL IT WILL BE OVER FOR YOU FUCKERS
also i was thinking about that tos timeloop series i started and mithos started yelling and i finally have an ending in mind and. oh god. oh god. it’s gonna hurt
i wrote first thing in the morning (the end / third scene of ywkon ch9) and it was really nice to do that. nice aesthetic

28 - I drew!!! my very first OC i ever created!!! SHE TURNED OUT REALLY GOOD AND I LOVED EXPLORING HER LORE AGAIN??? 
“A2 huh!!! MEMORY FUCKOR, HUH!!!!!” 
“we’re the same. all we can do is cry and--”
fake dating thread finally had them confess and i feel a weight off MY chest even though i was just watching from the sidelines with popcorn

29 - WHAT THE FUCK, YOKO TARO
(I THINK THAT WAS ABOUT PASCAL)
(WHAT THE FUCK)
killswitch musings
and on a less horrifying note, my lil sis linked me to this dnd video, it’s part 1 of like 7 (so far) and honstly these videos are a delight and i love them, i want to know more about thsi monkey and his adventures

30 - infodump is happennniiiiiiiing!!!!!
OH 9S IS FUCKING GONE
BLACK BOX LORE
we went to renfaire!!!! also!!!!! aaaaaaaa!!!! it was fun i got to see my friend grace and i bought some cool rocks it was fun

31 - ruri drew me!!! anna icons!!! for dwrp and i’m still!!! THEY’RE SO GOOD AND I’M SO THANKFUL AND STARING AT THEM WHILE TOUCHING MY SCREEN AND CRYING
other than that
ENDING E MADE ME CRY LIKE A FUCKING BITCH
THE MOST PWOERFUL MOMENT I HAVE EVER FELT IN GAMING, I THINK???? I WAS SOBBING OPENLY AS I MADE MY WAY THROUGH IT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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also ending C gave me thoughts for ywkon2 fuckor and i’m gleefully dropping zelos some more. THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE KNIVES, RURI